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Things have passed a month, killing pigs, fraud, online love, financial management, investment, virtual currency, these words will sting once you see the heart.

Recently, we contacted another sister in Suzhou who had similar experiences, and I found that we would go through basically the same process, first dealing with the problem, then fear, then cheer up, then fear, and then fear and cheer up, mixed with grief, anxiety, confusion, and so on. Many casual words or descriptions in the media or daily scenes seen by others can be heavy or light to stimulate the damaged sensitive heart, at least up to now I have been like this, maybe I still need some time to autonomy.

I reported the incident on October 2, dealt with the case on October 3 and 4, started to work on October 5, and did not have a day off until today, November 5. The first two weeks were OK, but the last two weeks were really tired. I think of the scene in movies where the hero suffers a major setback, so he fights hard and, years later, becomes successful. After all these years, the movie is just a few symbolic images, and then the camera turns. But the real life is, as ordinary people, to experience major setbacks, hungry or want to eat, sleepy or want to sleep, life is still as usual, there will be no divine help, and in order to be able to, not to mention success and fame, just can purely rely on their own efforts to get out of the bottom, are really second by second, to shed a layer of skin, to have the ability, efforts, willpower, Better have more luck. It's not easy, at least for me, to see what I can do in the last few years, just to test my limits.

During this period of time, I seem to know what the real hardship is, not to eat and sleep, not so much, but the kind of day after day in addition to eating and sleeping is working, racking my brains to think about things to make progress, life has lost that little hope. It is that in the past, you will feel that no matter how hard you work and how tired you work overtime, at least I still have even one day of the weekend, I can mess up, I can talk about unreliable ideals with my friends, eat and talk about gossip with fair-weather friends, or I can eat and sleep at home with my cat and brush my phone and watch movies, and then I will go to work on Monday and be full of vitality, and there will be a small holiday every once in a while. There are still many beautiful things in life to hope for and achieve. But now eating too long is a little guilty, I still can not make ends meet, I think a few years to pay off is a bet on future income, I can not stop.

In short, the road to pay off the debt began, it is still difficult. I know a lot of cheated because of the pig dish, much smaller than my amount, really have to see my post in time to brake, I am very happy, of course, there are worse than me, I can only say, day from the ferry, refueling, friends. In short, after being struck by lightning in the bottom of life and ordinary small partners like me, if you have the above symptoms or pessimistic feelings, normal, we are together, you are not alone. Everyone in this life will have a very difficult time, regardless of the first to work hard, perhaps the next intersection, suddenly enlightened.

By the way, about bank repayment, I have negotiated with the bank, the progress is not very good, want to talk about interest-free or low interest repayment failed, but it is not difficult to apply for an extension, the bank will agree.

And then say something funny, well, I didn't uninstall teams, and the scammers came back for me, which is ridiculous. Told me he wouldn't close his account, that I needed someone to talk to. After he had killed, he wanted to see how his prey groaned. I didn't choose to respond with the most vicious language, not that I wouldn't, but I just knew it wouldn't work. And then he called me, and I didn't respond, because, you know, talking to him is disgusting. Scorpio, hold grudges, hate.

In short, this month, I work very hard at work, the recent environment is not good, I will not think much about it, first do a good job at hand, next year depends on the situation, the future life may not be under my control, my previous work plan will be adjusted at any time in the future. Go suffer a little.

In addition, I will often talk to friends, typing, calling and video, share my changes with them, listen to the stories around them. Because of the changes, I have a very important and very special friend, although people in a foreign country, but will help each other, complain to each other, and encourage each other. That is, winter will be very cold, but in the ice and snow, there is a person who has the same unfortunate experience with you hand in hand to talk to each other and go forward, the cold is shared with each other, as if it is not so cold. You and I wish we'd known each other sooner, and life is a play, but when you're looking forward to the script, you gotta believe in something.

It's late, I have to sleep, I have to work when I wake up, and the above is where I want to write. Feel a little lost this time, I will adjust to adjust their own, after all, it is in debt, have to be young forever tears are not. Finally, bless every friend in the deep thorns and mud, we can all go ashore, we will.

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