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It's October 3, 2022, and I didn't sleep last night, so I decided to sort the whole thing out.

I am female, born in 1994, graduated from Nanjing University of Finance and Economics. I always thought I had it all figured out, and I got killed. Before hearing this kind of news, I felt incredible, how could I easily trust strangers to transfer money? But it really happened to me. At noon on October 2, 2022, I realized that the problem has been reported to the police, but I know that the police may be powerless to do anything. The cheated amount is 700,000, of which 200,000 are their own funds, and the remaining 500,000 are loans.

After the incident, I found that there were a lot of shares on the Internet, and the similarity was very high, but at that time, I did not think of looking at it, blindly immersed in the repertoire of liars.

The first contact with the cheater is in Douban, originally in the middle of September, I want to see if there is a National Day travel partner, the same city group (before the Douban group play script kill, rent a house and recruit staff experience, so the platform is still trust), the result saw the cheater Douban off single post, this post at that time I seem to write very logical, I still have a good feeling for him, so I sent him a private message, and then added qq, and then added teams for frequent chat, he said he called Wang Xinyu, the family called him Yuhang. Said in Suzhou Park Xinghu Street, Microsoft work, I think it is not wrong to add teams, because many foreign companies in Suzhou are using teams. The liar's chat routine is really deep, especially the feelings of the relatively simple me, to tell the truth, I fell, this scam, or boils down to the control of feelings.

After the emotional completion of control, it came to the conventional means of scammers, is to start introducing themselves in Microsoft work, will do blockchain (he said he has a very strong uncle, working in Hong Kong, take him into virtual currency), at the beginning, is a small amount of drainage, I did not care much, he gave me a link, let me register an account, Then operate to buy fiat currency, convert to a second contract account for trading, and finally convert to fiat currency to sell. Crooks will show that they are technology flow and never greedy, see good on the investment principle. The first transaction is guided to recharge 100ustd, that is, 684 yuan, and the final transaction is 855 yuan; The second transaction, continue to drain, recharge 5000u, that is, 34,200 yuan, this time the transaction was completed to earn more than 5000; This time, it is said that to become a VIP, it is necessary to recharge 100,000 ustd (a ustd is equal to 1 dollar), this time, my own funds are not enough, so under the guidance of scammers, I carried out online lending of various apps, recharge 100,000 u means that close to 700,000, plus the so-called tax paid later. The total is 720,000 yuan, of which 200,000 yuan is my own funds and 500,000 yuan is online loans. The whole process of the transaction is carried out on a link called Gensis platform, in short, it is to place an order, ask customer service to link, and then transfer money to individuals to buy, and the amount of each is generally not more than 5w, and will change different receiving accounts, and it is not allowed to add how to transfer notes.

I can't imagine why I went along with the con man, because of his sweet words, because of the emotional pull, maybe mixed with human greed, I, crazy, transfer a total of 17.

During this period, I always made an appointment to meet him. The first appointment was made, but he went to Wuhan for a business trip and promised to come back on the National Day, but he became a second contact in Wuhan on the National Day, so he could not come back to Suzhou, and he kept chatting in text, only made a phone call once, and then refused to make a phone call. At noon on October 2, 2022, Scammers in teams and qq have lost contact and the platform has been unable to complete the sale, I suddenly thought of whether I was cheated, think of that moment, 12:37 p.m., I reported to the police, I am located in Suzhou Xiangcheng Caohu Street police station accepted my case, but the police comrade read all the records, told me that I was cheated. And with little hope of recovering the money, it prepared me, and reminded me to think better of it.

After the case was accepted, I came out of the Caohu police station, unable to cry a single tear, and walked back to the rented house step by step. I'm a little out of it. The disaster has happened, and there are two solutions in front of me: first, die and be done with it; Second, live and solve problems. The first is the simplest, if I have no family, I will make this choice, because I have worked for four years, I know how hard it is to work, what is the concept of 500,000 yuan, but I have parents, they are facing the loess with their backs in the air, and earn money every minute, so that I can study until I go to college, and now they are old, but they are still working hard to earn living expenses, I left. The debt must be so great that they cannot carry it; Second, I can only stand up, like a human being, and solve the problem.

On the evening of October 2, my eyes were dark and I was lying in bed at 10 o 'clock. The weather in Suzhou on October 2, 2022, was really hot. I lay down for a while, my brain was awake and confused, and I climbed down from the bed and moved to the balcony. I live on the 14th floor, late at night, I look at the distance to the ground below the 14th floor, can indeed fall to death, do not know what it is to go to heaven, no, I should not go to heaven, if I flee, I can only go to hell.

This post is written out, first, please all the friends who can see, do not repeat my mistakes; Second, I want to live. I want help. I was only 28 years old, and I decided that I would take responsibility for my SINS.

In 28 years of my life, I've never asked for a loan. But in the face of this disaster, I want to live, I intend to borrow money, to tide over this difficulty, I have good hands and feet, not stupid brain, have a formal job, I have no family and children, I intend to pay this huge debt one by one, I can still. I don't want to be a hero like Luo Yonghao, I just want to, first, it has happened, even if it has fallen to the bottom, rationally face it, actively deal with it, and set a positive and optimistic example, and second, for the rest of my life, keep kind.